All of us have made decisions that we regret and all of us can be forgiven and start over. The consequences of our behaviour might have cost us our jobs; however it did not change the fact that God loves us and wants to get us back on our feet. Our Creator would forgive us and would show us what to do next. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and would forgive us our sins.
Now, if you have not known the Lord, Jesus, give your life to Him and you will become connected to the One who made you. When He becomes your Lord and Saviour, everything becomes different; you think differently, you dream differently, have a sensitivity that you have never had, and have the privilege of having the Creator assist you in all that you do!